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Was I truly moelsted then?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
yes that is true molestation
Was I really molested then?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
i don't think you were molested...you just started having those thoughts at such a young age. some guys are even born with the urge to masturbate when they are babies...my little sister was like that but she hurt herself doing it once (she was only like, 6) and she got over it then. But there is such a thing as sex addiction and some people get counseling and help for it. the fact that you're so young and how these thoughts started so young is strange. you could try talking to your mom...or you could call an anonymous phone number counseling thing (guys help phone). Actually, it would be better if you didn't do that. There should be centres around your area...there are counsellors and doctors there who help guys your age out and its totally confidential. they wont tell your parents, they wont ask your age/name.,etc. you can talk to them about anything, ask them for whatever help you want, etc. best bet is to see your doctor. dont be ashamed or anything, if you want help, thats good enough . good luck
Was I actually molested then?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
I make A's and B's in school,I am highly intelligent.I haven't got a C on a gradecard this year.I had one D in my whole life.I won my school spelling be and have received awards in the past so I am really smart and I plan on becoming a psychiatrist.
Hypersexuality. Look it up.

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So was I possibly molested?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
It sounds like a definite possibility that you were molested. What I would suggest is getting help from a counselor or a therapist, this is very important for you and your future. See if someone in your school can help you out with this, and please keep in mind that it is very serious.
Was I possibly molested then?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
Wow. Uhm. I'm not sure. Sorry.
So was I really molested?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
It seems you do have an obsession. And instead of worrying about your past, focus on the present. Think of other hobbies that you like. Please try to get control of yourself. Life is a lot more than just this. Maybe try to stay away from the computer and other unhelpful things. It seems you're trying to work at this and your past is what has affected you. Good luck.
Was I actually molested then?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
To M.T., ville, and liza k - you are wrong, she didn't repeat her question. You just failed to understand what you were reading. She reiterated certain parts of it, and added additional information as she thought it was pertinent. You just didn't pay attention to her question. and to M.T. specifically, if you are just looking to make fun of someone, could you please pick another section and another person to make fun of, because mental health questions are serious, and should be answered by "grown ups" not people whose lives are so hollow they would make fun of the writing of a 13YO girl with a genuine problem.

Young lady, let me clear the air for you. It is easy for me to see by the complexity in which you wrote your question that this is something that is giving you alot of trouble.
First of all, i can not diagnose you, when people suggest you may have B/P disorder they may have good intentions, but they are ignorant to the facts about the disorder itself. You do not have B/P disorder.

Your symptoms do match the criteria for OCD. That is true. But, the question is why would a 6YO girl obsess over such a thing. Which is why you are asking your question.

Do not believe that you will remember everything from your guyhood, that is absolutley false. I began having OCD at the age of 6-7. I used to and still do, and can not stop picking the skin from my fingers. There are other things as well.

my first guyhood sexual thoughts/fantasys where also very much out of the norm.
I am now 40YO, i am diagnosed with Dissociative identity disorder.
i have been diagnosed with many other conditions as my life went along, but it finally came to this.
D.I.D. is caused by very early guyhood trauma. What happens is the person who is suffering an overwhelming trauma will remove themself from it mentally to survive. Another personality will be created at that point to bear the trauma instead of you. As a result you will have no memory whatsoever of the event/s that have taken place. The personality that was created will be the one to carry this memory and they will never share it with the actual physical person. I know this sounds very confusing.
Any, now my admission, starting at the age of 3 1/2 i was sexually abused by an uncle until the age of nearly 7YO.
I had no memory of this whatsoever.
I think because of the way you didnt want to talk about the "stuff" your parents would do, you were really exposed to alot of sex at a very young age.
Weather or not you were actually molested i can not offer an opinion because of that fact. It could be that you just have OCD as a result of what you saw as a young guy.
On the other hand, maybe it is from something much worse.
Because you are a minor, you pretty much need your parents permission for everything. If I were you i would tell my parents the extent of your problem and ask them to allow you to undergo hypnosis, or drug induced hypnosis. Which ever form will work best for you. Tell them the reason is becasue you think you were molested and want to know for sure. If they say yes, and take you to a "professional" that is great. If they say no, or it is a waste of time, then i would be concerned. Because why wouldnt they want you to know?
This is a very touchy situation, it is not one that can be handled without some hurt feelings. But you need to know, because it is the only known cause for people to develope D.I.D. Which btw is very sh*tty to have.
If your parents wont take you to a doctor, then talk to your school counsler about it.
Please be strong.
Do not accuse your parents of anything, because you dont know.
But, find out, because if you were, and you dont remember it, you are going to need alot of help in your life and good therapy, but it will be okay. God bless you
Was I possibly molested then?
I learned about sex at a very eary age.When I was six,I had a crush on my gym teacher and I thought about sex with him.It wasn't real sex at the time,it was mostly like him kissing me and doing really bad things to me sexually.Well this went on for about a couple of years.I didn't really have a sexually active mind at nine and ten but when eleven hit!Wow!I started thinking about any kind of sex and by the time of twelve,it got a lot worse.I think the first time I had watched porn was when I was probably around seven or eight or maybe a little bit older.Then when I was about twelve or thirteen,I started watching it more and reading incest stories and also rape stories.I don't know if I was molested when I was a litte girl.I even remember trying to make my barbie dolls have sex.I used to have thoughts about being raped.I do however remember when I was about five or six,I distinctly remember on Christmas night,I had a rash down there and my mom of course had to put the ointment on down there.So when she did I all of a sudden said "I hope someone touches me right there one day." She just looked at me and told me not to say that. I am 13 and I am a girl,and unfortunately,I am wondering if I was molested. And my psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD but it's not a severe case.But when I was little,about 4 or 5,it was thunderstorming,and as a little girl as I was,I was frightened to death of thunderstorms and I still am at age 13.And my dad had came over.And every time he comes over,him and my mom,well...let's not go there.But I remember going into their room with them and it was dark and I remember trying to get away and something grabbing my leg. I still wonder if it was a dream but it is ironic how after it,I became very sexualized a year later.I'm a very sexual guy but the thing is that I haven't had sex unless I was raped when I was little.I am practicing abstienecne and a lot of people think that people who think of sex constantly like I do would be sexualy active but I am not at all.104% not. Do you want to know all of the things that I have thought about in the last couple of years? At six,it was my gym teacher,I had a huge crush on him.I would think of him kissing me to dragging me on the floor naked or abusing me sexually,the only thing that I did not think of was him having intercouse with me. At seven it was still the same thing and eight too. At nine,I kind of got over the crush because I found a little boy that was my age that I liked.And even then,I didn't think of sex too much but I did think of having sex with him. The same thing happened at ten. At eleven,the whole thing got worse.I mean WORSE. There was this boy that I liked at middle school and I started thinking of sex with him too.An dI finally got over him and then I started imagining what my marriage would be like.Pure sex. I know or sure that my marriage qill be more than sex but for the time,I think about sex a lot.Eveyr single day.There isn't 1,not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of it and now it is to the point where I imagine that I am married to a guy named Eric and that we have three guys name Riley,Aurora,and Nicolette.And I imagine me and him doing hardcore sex,to romantic sex,to bondage sex,to anal sex,to vaginal sex.I don't imagine threesomes or orgy sex simply because if I get married,I don't want different people trying to have sex with us. I know more things that what my parents know about sex,I could tell them things about it.I could probably even tell you things about it.lol. I watched porn at a young age.I would give an estimate at about nine or ten maybe eleven.But now I have a computer so I Can watch it a lot and read porn stories which I do.I used to watch it on tv.I would stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning watching it. And a lot of people would think that I am sexually active because of this,but I am 104% not.I am being abstienent.Unless I was raped then I am still a virgin because I haven't had sex.But rape and molestation are different. I remember trying to make my dolls have sex ad the weird thing is that when I got a tad bit older,I even made one of the dolls sexually abuse the other and physically abuse it.On Christmas,I told my mom,while she was rubbing ointment down there because I was too little to do it myself,but I told her,distinctly that I hoped someone would touch me there someday.I know that guys shouldn't say things like that.I practically have a porn addiction at 13.I watch it,I read it and the weird thing is that I am not afraid to admit it which could either work in my favor or not. Do you think that I was molested when I was young?
I don't think you were molested.
It's normal for you to think those things a lot at that age, your going into puberty, if you ain't already.
It's all natural but I don't think you were molested

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